HEYYY

you probs realised the layout changee? you like ittt. comment in my tagboardd.
i had another one being used but i changed it again, coz i thought it was a bit weirddd.


OMG OMG OMG. SCHOOLS SOON.
tomorrow MY last day of my hols ;_; awww, but ah well. I CANN SEE EVERYONE AGAIN!! ^^ hehehe.

well. nothing else to say really. i like comments.

xx. jesshikaaa <33 lub you.

heeeloo.

really bored atm. got really nothing to talk about, but i need something to talk about. ive been such a lazy bum all day =.=

okkkayyyy. next time i post a blog, i should think about something to talk about, atleast.


OH OH OH FINISHEEDD SPRING WALTZ 8D its sooo good ;D soo sad though ): WATCH IT ANYWAYS x)

ill just hide into my box noww..

heyy

first thing.

SANDRA LEEE IM PRAYING TO GOD THAT YOUR LIFE WILL TURN AROUND, AND I WILL BE ABLE TO HEAR YOUR BUBBLY VOICE, AND YOUR BUBBLY SMILE, SEEING YOU LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW, IS AWFULLY TERRIBLE. I HOPE GOD WILL LEAD YOU TO A BETTER LIFE, I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTERR SOON! even if your christian or not sandra lee, ill pray for you anyway, until i hear your bubbly voice and see that wonderful smile (:

(sandra lee go to the next blog post, unless you want to hear about my wonderful day at garbo. id say just skip it)
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heyssss, i went too....GARBO. 8D i hadnt been there in ages, besides on last saturday XD

SO FUN! too bad luke wasnt there ): geezzz luke tut tut tuttt.
ANDREW, JANIIICEEEEE AND GEORGIEEE. THANK YOU for cominggg (:
we went to watch MALL COP 8D OMG SO FREAKING FUNNY, a movie that should be watched.
thenn we just went to the food court, get some stuff too eatt (: maccasss B) hahahhas. everyone got burgers, except me =.=" i got large fries, that i didnt finish. i threw it in the bin :/ i just didnt want it :/ WE ALL HAD MMINI FROZEN COKES (: YUM YUM YUM YUM YUMMMM. andrew didnt get a straw so just left it till it all melted, then drink it. he should of just gotten a normal coke then. silly billy.

then went to DIVA. OMG ANDREW MUST HAVE HAD SOOO MUCH FUN x) bahahas poor andrew. i was going to get this cute ginger bread necklace, but like, 10 DOLLARRSSSS MANN. so i didnt get it :P

then dropped by to city beach, for a browse. omg there was this penguinnn. this toy keyring. it had a heart on it. and if you squished it the heart will beat. omg it was so cool, it had the word 'heartbeatz' on it. OMG SO CUTEE ^^ we saw random stuff, fun fun fun.

then we went to i think was it the reject shop? i forgot ): yeah first time in the reject shop ("oh my gosh you dumb face, FIRST TIME IN REJECT SHOP?!") well, it was cool. so much cheap stuff! MY MUM WOULD LOVE THAT PLACE. like everyhitng is half price :P i was going to like the lollie section, all thiss chocolate 8D i should of got some. then browsedd. then andrew got this puppet, like a zebra and like took it to show me. he wanted to buy it. then he changed it to the bear coz he thought it looked cute, it did! ^^ and like he was making voices and everything (yeah andrew i know. mwahaha.) but in the end he didnt even buy anything. i boughttt a cardd for dads biffy, 24th aprill (:janice got his mr men show pencil caseee, with marshmellow filled with jam packets. she shared, she just wanted to have the pencil case. my gosh they were all flour-ee. hahahass. they were cool.

thennnn. we went to smiggle i think it was, ahh first time andrew went to smiggle, first time i went to the reject shop. all fair. and we were looking round. and here is were ANDREW got me my SKETCH BOOK. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU x9840682409618934
x)and got me a pen to draw in straight away. andrew YOU SHOULD TAKEEE IT I GOT ONE ALREADDDYYYYY. shheesshhh. loll ahh well.

then we got ROC CANDY 8D lol we got like 3 packets of like spare roc candy. it was heaps good.

then we went to to freedom x) we were sitting on the displays and playing on the displays. bahhahahhahahaha fun fun fun hahas. i love displays so cool. we were sitting on the front couch infront of the big window, and we all pretended to be models, and we suck at it (: hahahhas. like we were still, then suddenly georgia is waving at some dude, and then waved at a friend LOL hahas ahh well.

then we went to a stationary shop. i forgot what i was called ): but its heaps cool, its sort of like smiggle. i think it may be a little bit better, and it was hardly busy though :/ ahh well. and thenn janice and georgia had to go ): awwwwww. wee saidd goodbye and then they wentt. georgie and janii forgot to give us our packet of roc candy ): ahh well.

me and andrew went around, thinking of where to ggoo. we just like went in circles and circles lollll. we just browsed heapssss.
then we both finally decided to go to the cinemasssssss. lol and then we sat at a bench, both scribbling on the first page of my new sketch book. that is now my front coverr. (: thankss andrewww. ilyyy. we were just there talking while i was mainly scribbling on it.
then we went to see the arcade of games, so many. looked around and saw the games, didnt play anything. andrew played the thingo where there is like a claw, and you have to get stuff. its usually rigged. but andrew got...A LOOLLLLIIEEE. my goshh, better than nothing x) he offered it to me, but i insisted him eating it, since he got it. he sat on the flinstones car thing lolll. fun fun fun. i took picturess (: hhahahahas. then we sat on one of the car racing thingossss. we just sat there talking about crap, went over several subjects. and never stopped talking.
ANDREW WRECKED MY HAIR. bahhahhahahas. dw andie, i got it out :P took a while :S hahahas.
we just kept talking. then we dedcided to stand and walk inside garden city, then realised that we should wait outside. then bumped intoo kevinnn. heeheesss. and thenn like talked, while andrew was doing stunts on the pole handle thingo =.= haha, he fell off once, though it looked like it huurt :S i hope hes ok. hahas. then dad cameee, ): aww, but ahh well. i had funn. OMG FUN 8D hahhahhaas.

ILY GUYSSS. ANDREW ILY HEAPS. ILY JANICE. ILY GEORGIEEE. i would love luke, but didnt come ): ahhh wellllllllll. ILY YOU ALL ANYWAYS.

xoox. jesshikaaaaaa.

P.S. ANDREW IM DRAWING INT HE SKETCH BOOK NOWWWWWWWWWW.

hey

andrew made me remember last friday, when i went to that church. when tony anthony told that story. andrew made me feel that i should tell you it, in my own way.


i feel, that my purpose in life, is because i want to make people happy, make them feel better about themselves. i used to be them and other people were supporting me. its different, opposite. now im supporting people. making them happy, making them positive. i strongly dislike seeing people with a frown. i want to see smiles and happy faces.

my life used to be down in the dumps you know. worse than ever. i shall never like the past. unless it is from this year and beyond. i want people to get along, people to love each other, not hate each other. i hate the word hate. its a bad word. i strongly dislike divorces and fights and all that bad stuff in life. i want to see everyone get along, and not to get lonely. they may be lonely, they may look lonely. they arent though, they are with god. in their heart they love god.

if you hate someone, there is always a good reason why. you cant hate someone for no reason. think of it as a blood cell. when you hate someone, you make a bad blood cell. but if they liked each other, then the blood cell will heal and turn into a good blood cell. (this blood cell thing isnt true btw, at least i dont think. so dont believe it, its just a way to explain i guess.) once you lie and do so much bad things, all your blood cells will be bad and you will die.

i did have lots of bad blood cells then. but not anymore i hope. because i asked god for forgiveness. you see, god is perfect. in all ways. if you ask him for forgivness and then, god will give you his perfection. pass his soul of perfection to you. so even if you have so many bad blood cells, as long as you have asked for forgiveness once in your life, and meant it ofcourse, you would be sent to heaven. but if you dont, you would be sent to hell. because you have nto forgived him. and he would think you never cared about him dying for you. he would catch you if you fall.

tony anthony said "god is perfect, people arent. but once they ask for forgiveness from god, god will pass his perfection to you, and you will be sent to heaven, but if you dont ask for forgiveness in your life, youd be sent to hell" or something along those lines.

if you dont mean it, its like telling your dad you will clean the dishes or something, and you dont do it. nothing changes, the dishes would still be dirty and unwashed, so if you pray to god to forgive you and dont mean it, nothing will change. you MUST mean it. nothing but a lie, and it leads to a bad cell.

id like to thank andrew, for being there for me being with me (: your the most coolest friend ive ever had (: more than that. thanks to tony anthony, for the advice and everything you had said that friday. very meaningful.


another thing is, that i actually quite strongly dislike diaries. ill tell you why in a sec.
ive actually had alot of diaries, and now i think why.

its bad to have diaries. its mainly about yourself isnt it? life isnt always about you. it makes you self centred doesnt it?
you hide secrets you should tell someone. maybe just one, but it does help, because if it is a good person, they would support. secrets are bad, when they are kept to yourself nothing will change, nothing will improve, if you tell someone, it is one step away to something good, or bad. but take the risk anyway, because its a 50/50 chance it will be good. take the risk. it will be ok in the end, when gods by your side.


i guess thats a lesson to be learnt.

xoxo. ily guysss. jesshikaaa (:


PS. omg andrew ilysfm mann. thanks for being there at all times. im on your side too. <33

hihiii.


im going to make a poem, dedicated to andrw, because he has made poemss for mee ^^ he is so very nicee thankss andyy.

first i need to think of some lines...


AHA. got someeee.


His name is Andrew,
the coolest and awesome-est.
he is my cousin though, its a shame,
though hes a best friend,
with the coolest name,
he'll still be my cousin, that will never change.
he still likes cheese, he always will.
and he still like chocolate, which is good.
mix it together to make himself- the unique andrew.
there is no other
one of a kind
and all i wish for is for him to be the best cousin ever.
but it sucks that he already is,
there doesnt need to be a change.





ok to tell you the truth, i made it up along the way, thats why its so crappp.

thanks andrew for being there for me and being the coolest cousin out theree`

(: ily see you.

hey heyyyy.



hows stufff.

On good fridayy at night i went to this church thingooo with GMC and the sister churches, immanuel and kings..something. it was very interestinggggggggg. Tony Anthony was there telling his story. then showed this video of a father and son, a son that was disabled. the son asked his dad "do you want to do the iron race with me" and they did. Though the son did nothing, the father did so so much for him, and tried so hard. it was very touchingg, and i cried lots, supporting with dorothy and steffi and jia yiii.



and yesterdayyyy, saturday, i went 'fishing'. ok i didnt exactly go 'fishing.' i went to a fish farmmm, which apparently has fish, and then my dad is like 'WE WILL GUARANTEE HAVE FISHHHH.' so dads all excited. then like, we were fishing and there were no fish. not a nibble. nothing. all im saying is that this fish farm was rigged. me and dad wanted our refunds. we didnt try coz we knew it wouldnt work. we went with uncle denis, his wife and yamatooo ^^

todayyy i went all the way to YORK and NORTHAM. omgomgomgomg tiringgggg. doesnt york sound really...englishh? lol remember: we're australiaaa. like more than 3 hoursss! so damn tireddd. lol in york i went on this 4 way see saw. dad went on it on one side, mum on the opposite side, then me on one side, then doffy on the other. lol, it wasnt exactly 'balanced.' DAD LOL.


ah soo funn, havent been on msn as often as i used to! :0 omgshh. lol


xox. jesshikaaa. ♥

HIHIIISSS.


hope your all well ;D

ITS HOLIDAYS FOR MEEE. though most peeeps got school todayyyy. teehee~~
i cant wait til tuesday- MOVIES WITH KRYSTEN AND SUSIE?! WATCHING 17 AGAIN ;D YAY
and thennn THURSDAY- GRADEN CITY! SHOPPING AND MOVIES WITH ANDREW LUKE AND ALEXIAAA! CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT. next time susie you come tooo!


TROPICAL TWIST TO CELEBRATE YEAR 8'S FIRST TERM COMPLETION! fun fun fun. tut tut tut andrew missed out the violence in the ball pit. hahahhhaas. yep, it was so violent. it isnt good, but it was funn. diana and annemarie were playing chasey. i was meant to be playing, but i never knew who was 'it' so i just didnt play and hanged out with krysten and alexia and steven. well, steven was sort of hanging around me
O_________________O anywayssss. it was heaps funn. fun fun fun.

BTW DIANA NO FAIR YOU GET TO GO TO ADELAIDEEE >:U HOW CAN YOU NOT PUT ME IN YOUR SUITCASE?!

anywhooo. these holidays ill be in my land of what not. im hoping i can meet up witht he circle these holidays. we'll figure out something speciall. ;D

im trying to make my holidays the least boring term holidays ever. usually im stuck at home on msn. i want to be out of the house more often. ;D hahahas. from my house i can hear the CVPS siren for recess and lunch etc. i miss those days....since when did recess start at 11 at CVPS? bahahhahaha.

im also going to try to read more this year ;D make me nerdier yeahh andrew. im turning into a nerd, though clearly your the nerd in mathhhh.
(hey im not saying its a bad thing x) )

yeahh. ill probably be blogging lots, since i got nothing else to do these holidayssss. really though, unless im going out, then ill go blog about it here. ahh lame lame lame.


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IN MY TAGBOARD (: havent had many lately. D: but i think thats my fault- since i havent been blogging lately.

as you can see, i have added picturess. the first one is me and amyy (: ILY AMYYY. umm the second one i think was the ugly face. yeah hes a freak. ;D umm then it was alexia i thinkkk. hahahas. i ended up getttingg a pictureee B) yayyy. and the last one is me and my bro adrian. you can see the similarity. hahahhahaas. ily adrian you chubby wubby broooo.

...yeahh see yaaa.


xoxo.jesshikaaa.